
A few weeks
ago, I testified at the trial of a local drug gang. The past few years have
seen an increase in the dealing of illegal substances, largely centred on the
cluster of betting shops near Turnpike
Lane . For around two years now I have worked with
local pressure groups to raise awareness of the problem, and have interacted
with the police as to ways of curtailing it. One difficulty the authorities encountered
in building their case was getting members of the public to testify in court.
It seems that disgruntled residents were happy to blow steam at the police about
the demise of their area at the hands of thuggish young men offering illegal
highs, but were not as willing to take a more public stand. When it came time
to replace the confidentiality of a phone call or email with the agreement to
act as a witness, the lines grew silent. In this situation, and in many others,
people’s fear of retaliatory attacks or some such unpleasantness was more
powerful than their frustration at increased danger and the decline of their
area. When the day arrived, I was the
only member of the public scheduled to witness for the prosecution.
To be
honest, as the minutes of waiting to enter the courtroom stretched into hours, an
uncomfortable nervousness developed in me. The precautions staff took even when
leading me from one end of the building to another made me think more about the
potential safety-hazards of what I had agreed to do. When I was finally
summoned, I found myself standing before the judge, several legal teams, and
most of the defendants. I stood before them and taking the Bible they presented
to me in hand read the oath, “I swear by almighty God that the evidence I shall
give shall be the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth.” That
promise to speak the truth in God’s presence and that of the courtroom, changed
everything. The burden of nervousness, discomfort, and fear was gone and I
remembered afresh a bit of what it means for the truth to set us free.
Sometimes
what we feel overshadows what is real. Our fear unites with our instinctive
struggle to survive, and destructively collides with God’s requirement of his
people to “act justly, to love faithfulness, and to walk humbly with your God”
(Micah 6:8). Whatever one calls it - alarm, anxiety, apprehension, concern, consternation,
disquiet, dread, foreboding, horror, nervousness, panic, terror, trepidation,
unease, worry, or ‘the creeps’ – everyone knows to some degree that queasiness
of the stomach, trembling of the fingers, acceleration of the heart-beat, and an
inner voice whispering (or screaming) “Run!” It may be argued that there is a
time and place to heed such mental warnings – indeed wisdom demands it and the
Scriptures demonstrate it. The Spirit-empowered servants of God can be found
running – David as he was hunted by Saul, Paul as he was lowered from the wall
of Damascus in a basket (Acts 9:24-25, 2 Cor. 11:32-33) - and even the God-man
Jesus hid himself (John 8:59)! There is, however, an important difference
between running and hiding because you are
in danger, and running and hiding from
danger. The propensity within us all is to tend toward the latter.
Danger
isn’t our only fear, or even our greatest fear. The perceived possibility of
damage to relationships and reputation keeps many Christians from fully obeying Paul’s command to “each
one of you speak the truth with his neighbour”, especially when rebuking
inappropriate behaviour or sharing the gospel is involved. It’s not that they
speak lies instead. They just don’t speak at all, at least about the things
that matter.
Remember
the words of Jesus: “Do not be afraid of those who kill the body but cannot
kill the soul. Rather, be afraid of the One who can destroy both soul and body
in hell” (Matthew 10:28). Indeed, Proverbs 29:25 says that “Fear of man will
prove to be a snare, but whoever trusts in the LORD is kept safe.” If you
believe in Christ and you are committed to the truth as it is in Jesus, you’ve
no reason to be afraid of people or their disposition toward you or about
anything else for that matter. Pray. Trust God. Bear witness. Testify. In
Christ, you are no longer bound by the crippling fear of man and slavery to your
feelings. The Truth has set you free. So speak it.
This was printed in the worship bulletin of Grace Baptist Church (Wood Green) on 06/10/2013.
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